my mood swings are endless. i’m surprised my bf can handle me after these upcoming 2 years. <3
idk why my aunt gets on my case when i’m never home early. then she tells me that her son was a goody good when he was my age. some bullshit. haha, he was in gangs, did some drugs, got drunk w/ friends. i don’t even live that life. i hate smoking, drinking’s not my thing, and the only place i go to is my boyfriend’s and i’m not even pregnant. lol. it’s whatever though, i’m still happy. :P
sometimes i hate comforting/being there for people. i hate it because i feel like they’ll always depend on me to be there when they’re at their downs. but truth is, i can’t keep up with everyone. i would honestly love to give my all to help someone but i’ll feel like shit when i wouldn’t be there for them 24/7. i wish i had time for everyone that comes my way but life just doesn’t work that way. shit blows. but oh whale.
